Semblance of Continuity

I'm writing this at about the same time I wrote my last post. Since I wrote, I have done some soul searching, scripture study and prayer. I've begun to feel the love that God has for all of his children in my life again, no longer feeling abandoned. This is good, considering I've lost everything and everyone I've ever cared about.

Anyway, I've been feeling much better lately. I've worked with my local church leader to resolve some issues that have stood in the way of me being considered a good member and I'm on track to getting all that resolved very soon. Since my faith is a major part of who I am, it is an extraordinary relief to have things back on track after years of being derailed by my ex. I really wish I had never gotten involved with my ex fiancée.

I thought by doing so I would be able to do something that ultimately failed. On top of that I lost money and I'm still waiting on that selfish person to return my things. I guess I'm grateful she hasn't thrown them away yet. Why does no one keep their word in today's world? Mainly though, when I was involved, I was doing things that I really should not have been and allowed myself to be influenced down a path that brought me nothing but pain.
I'm glad to be free of it and her.

This blog isn't about her though, so moving on. I'm supposed to go to the DMV on Wed. to determine what I need to do to get tags for a car. I have someone willing to try and help me get a car, I just have to be able at the least to get tags for the car. I finally found my W-2's so I'll be able to do something about that soon as well.

I'm quite distracted at the moment and I hope that as I write in this more consistently that my content will improve in length and quality.